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Sometimes we are so desperate to forgive
that the mind succeeds
but the heart unknowingly stalls
It is an illusion of forgiveness.
A spiteful, cruel, malicious trick
so that when your gift has gone
you are left empty
because the dam bursts
after the target has evaporated.
No more comfort
No more sharing
No more oneness
Left with the true meaning of
Alone.
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My love,
You are gone.
And part of me has died.
Don’t run
Stay calm
Remain in the moment
Don’t think ahead
Just feel
and move forwards.
Perhaps I should keep waiting …
Time matters not … for I know you felt it too.
I need to erase the expectations I nurtured
as a child
a teen
a young woman
For there is no failure in survival.
© www.mypastmademe.com 2012
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My face has been set to the biting winds
for so long
that I failed to notice
the sun is shining
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Contentment envelopes
begging me to stop grasping at what is to come.
Learn to seize what is here now.
Settle.
© www.mypastmademe.com 2012
You will suffer heartbreak
You will be fearful of your protector
You will escape only to be imprisoned
Your heart will be healed, only to be burned
You will be haunted by deceit
You will cry enough tears for three
You will be left with nothing
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I have everything I need
And more.
My heart is full.
My spirit shines.
I want for nothing.
Why is it easier to doubt myself
rather than recognise the failings of others?
