Vision of certainty.

Sunbeams In Forest by Evgeni Dinev courtesy of FreeDigitalPhotos.net

Sunbeams In Forest by Evgeni Dinev courtesy of FreeDigitalPhotos.net

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

There is no logic to the way I feel

No sense

Nor sensibility

I have imagined so many

Across a spans long gone

All who called to me

on a level only I felt

None of whom projected

what I thought I perceived

And I could let the darkness back in

Tread on the glass, drink the fear

but I am bathed with light

The shining realisation

that he will materialise one day

and reconnect to my soul

make sense of the world

and accept me wholly, gratefully

Lucid thoughts

packed away

compacted.

He will find me.

© http://www.mypastmademe.com 2013

 

Ablaze.

Love Flames by Danilo Rizzuti

Love Flames by Danilo Rizzuti

 

The glowing fire of hurt

My feelings singed

My heart cocooned

from you, I thought

But still you reside there

So beautiful to see

Just out of reach

Enough distance to puncture

My armour, dissolved, useless

The silence is cutting

A million answers to the same question

Heard, but not believed

Have you run away?

Or do you really not want me?

© http://www.mypastmademe.com 2013

Banished.

Ladder Leading Up To The Sky by Sira Anamwong

Ladder Leading Up To The Sky by Sira Anamwong

I honestly thought it was you

I desperately wanted it to be you!

If it isn’t, why have you climbed back into my mind?

Your face, your smile … so vivid, so elusive …

I gave my power to you

which I now recall

Empowerment fuelled

It hurt too much when you closed the door

Revenge for when I closed it on you

I wish you well,

  my love

Stay vanquished from my head, my heart

or come forward and claim what is yours:

My love.

© http://www.mypastmademe.com 2103

New Year … Restored Hope

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Hello all,

So we’re now in 2013 … time rushes forward, taking everyone prisoner.

This year will behold much positive change for me.  No heartbreak … everything healed and whole, leaving me to focus on the daily toils of life, bettering myself and aiming to focus on love, hope and treasuring every day, every moment.

I have many new friends and found some things out the other day about some of them … such problems they’ve faced, such fears and sadness, yet they still smile … some of the kindest and most considerate people I have ever met.  One of them said, “Everyone has a sad story,” and it’s sad that this is true, so all we can do is help each other through things … be that bit kinder, that bit more patient, and in these absent moments of consideration perhaps we will all manage to make the world a better place.

May 2013 bring you peace, serenity and safety.

Rosie x

Words I Cannot Say …

Two Hearts by jscreationzs/www.FreeDigitalPhotos.net

I know you felt it too

the surge of connection

the will to be one

Your eyes full of answers

my destiny

Electricity noticed by others

trapping my vulnerable heart

Foraging for memories

of the years when we knew little

And I realise now

that it was always so

We were already enmeshed …

But you found another

leaving my soul aching

yearning

pining for something that cannot be

©www.mypastmademe.com 2012

Creature of Flight

From the ‘Fog Day’ collection ©www.carolinehascapturedit.wordpress.com

The mists of my mind are lifting

The future becomes distant

  as it should be

Focus attunes to the present

  where I find it hard to be still

Struggling to recognise

  the opportunities before me

Yearning to stay grounded

I should not be running towards tomorrow

  where romanticism robs me of clarity

  and mortality heightens anxiety

I should be digging a trench in today

  where life glitters with hope

  and reality holds out the hand of happiness

© www.mypastmademe.com 2012

Lasso of Love

Mother Kissing Her Daughter by David Castillo Dominici/FreeDigitalPhotos.net

Let me kiss away the pain,

my dear

It will leave you,

have no fear

Your sweet smile,

cherubic face

Sadness clouding your eyes

like lace

White Dove by Matt Banks/FreeDigitalPhotos.net

Let me lift away your sorrow,

my love

Watch it fly,

a snow-white dove

Your small hands,

eyes full of hope

My love lassoes you,

a gilt-edged rope

Heart Shape by thanunkorn/FreeDigitalPhotos.net

© www.mypastmademe.com 2012

Sugar and spice …

World Nature3 by Danilo Rizzuti/FreeDigitalPhotos.net

My future does not reek of sorrow

The tears will not well and pool

Excitement beckons

Dreams to fulfill,

  successes to reap

Caresses to wrap myself in

A blanket of warmth,

  of safety

Tomorrow is sweet,

  but today is sweeter.

© www.mypastmademe.com 2012