Ablaze.

Love Flames by Danilo Rizzuti

Love Flames by Danilo Rizzuti

 

The glowing fire of hurt

My feelings singed

My heart cocooned

from you, I thought

But still you reside there

So beautiful to see

Just out of reach

Enough distance to puncture

My armour, dissolved, useless

The silence is cutting

A million answers to the same question

Heard, but not believed

Have you run away?

Or do you really not want me?

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Banished.

Ladder Leading Up To The Sky by Sira Anamwong

Ladder Leading Up To The Sky by Sira Anamwong

I honestly thought it was you

I desperately wanted it to be you!

If it isn’t, why have you climbed back into my mind?

Your face, your smile … so vivid, so elusive …

I gave my power to you

which I now recall

Empowerment fuelled

It hurt too much when you closed the door

Revenge for when I closed it on you

I wish you well,

  my love

Stay vanquished from my head, my heart

or come forward and claim what is yours:

My love.

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Words I Cannot Say …

Two Hearts by jscreationzs/www.FreeDigitalPhotos.net

I know you felt it too

the surge of connection

the will to be one

Your eyes full of answers

my destiny

Electricity noticed by others

trapping my vulnerable heart

Foraging for memories

of the years when we knew little

And I realise now

that it was always so

We were already enmeshed …

But you found another

leaving my soul aching

yearning

pining for something that cannot be

©www.mypastmademe.com 2012

Emotional Suicide

Cloud Shaped Heart On Sky by iamharin/FreeDigitalPhotos.net

When he said it,

it felt like fairydust was being thrown from the heavens

When he looked in my eyes,

I felt my soul light up

When he pulled me towards him,

it felt like coming home

Our lips touching,

I was so thirsty for him

His gentle kisses on my neck,

so surreal

My heart fluttering,

my senses awakened,

my mind telling me

I’ve just jumped to my own death

© www.mypastmademe.com 2012

Consumed

I wonder if you think of me

  the way I think of you

Do I infiltrate your thoughts?

  climb into your mind

  the way you have climbed into mine?

Do you think we are matched,

  paired eons ago, before time began,

  before life eroded me?

Patience is a stranger to me

Yet for you I will wait,

  will learn

I long to feel your hair sweep across my face

  your fingertips stroke my skin

  your caress undress my heart

And wrap my arms around you

bathe you in the sweetest love

  you have ever known

Consume you,

  the way you have consumed me

© www.mypastmademe.com 2011