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Timely Elimination
I need to erase the expectations I nurtured
as a child
a teen
a young woman
For there is no failure in survival.
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Awakening
Winter Sun by Evgeni Dinev/FreeDigitalPhotos.net
My face has been set to the biting winds
for so long
that I failed to notice
the sun is shining
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Be still.
Contentment envelopes
begging me to stop grasping at what is to come.
Learn to seize what is here now.
Settle.
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Prophecy Overturned.
You will suffer heartbreak
You will be fearful of your protector
You will escape only to be imprisoned
Your heart will be healed, only to be burned
You will be haunted by deceit
You will cry enough tears for three
You will be left with nothing
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I have everything I need
And more.
My heart is full.
My spirit shines.
I want for nothing.
?
Why is it easier to doubt myself
rather than recognise the failings of others?
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They all leave
in one way or another.
Note to self.
Stop rushing.
Take time to breathe.
Before you are pulled asunder.
Willy Wonka’s Protégé
Pain. Tears. Horror. Shock. Heartbreak. Sadness. Joy. Humiliation. Embarrassment. Disappointment. Confusion. Loneliness. Anger. Wrath. Scorn. Worry. Fear. Jealousy. Hatred. Disgust. Loathing. Love. Lies.
These are the words of my distant past.
I then found new words, mixed in with some old ones:
Adulation. Jealousy. Love. Lust. Lies. Confusion. Joy. Safety. Happiness. Sadness. Disappointment. Spontaneous. Surprising. Forever. Sexy. Loveable. Appreciated. Grateful. Beautiful.
but I had to delete the most important one:
Forever
Now I have a new dictionary and these are my words:
Content. Happy. Free. Loved. Appreciated. Responsible. Eternal. Successful. Mother. Fulfilled.
I am the master of my own destiny.
I am the dreamer of dreams*.
* Willy Wonka: We are the music makers, and we are the dreamers of dreams.
My Myth.
What colour eyes will he have?
Or will I only see the reflection of my own?
